sometimes my heart hurts

I'm a dreamer and I'm naive and I'm selfish and I talk too much. I like hugs and people make me feel better. I think it's better to watch and not open your mouth. I'm lonely I'm useless I'm sometimes not really there. I think the world is beautiful I think the world is harsh I think the world is unfair. I smile I laugh I hope and I think about gravity and how it's always trying to keep us down. Does gravity know I can fly?

Friday, January 29, 2010

overall sensitive to miscommunications.

we feel brand new.

missing pieces of a puzzle


("and then there were two?")

hey, soul sister..



God, thank you so much Train for intercepting the Ke$ha and Ludacris, thank you. I was beginning to think good music wasn't loved.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

whatislove?



"she HOPES and DREAMS that EVERYTHING will be okay."

Monday, January 25, 2010

all the pretty girls on a saturday night

back again.

I won't try
to argue
or hold it
against you.

i shoulda known better with a girl like you



I should have known better.

i hate sundays and every other day ending in y.


He loves me,
He loves me not,
He is unimportant and irreplaceable.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

she was such a good girl to me



and ooh la she was such a good girl to me
and ooh la, the world just chewed her up,
and spat her out

I have such a ridiculous music taste: It's fantastic!
Learned a new song on guitar today. Love it.

fingertips



I miss your smile,
your words,
and your music.

talk about an oxford comma

Friday, January 22, 2010

but what else can we do? get jobs in offices and wake up for the morning news?



This has so much autotune in it I have such a love/hate relationship with MGMT.

seven nation army

[long live the CAR CRASH HEARTS]



I was right in front of Wentz's microphone.
Best time I've had in a while.
I kinda miss 2009.

we were the kings and queens of promise


Miss this.

a hotter touch

Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? Then think of what you did,and how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster, faster!

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect to get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

cold kiss

you're so naive

screw (you) this.

1. Making out with your ex boyfriend in acceptable, when you don't have a current boyfriend.

2. Don't socialize your life away. (I learned this the hard way.)

3. Find something you love to do, and don't give a fuck what it is, as long as YOU enjoy it. You only get ONE life, and if you don't like it now, what's the point?

4. Hey, fatties, I know you want us all to feel sorry for you because you're overweight, but guess what? YOU can lose weight if you weren't so lazy and completely NOT hard-working. Get off your size-9-jeaned ass and get on a fucking TREADMILL.

5. Just because you feel like you're alone, doesn't mean you're lonely.

6. Remind yourself that people LOVE you.

7. Food-chains do not stop in high school or college. So, why not keep yourself on top?

8. Just because you speak an almost-extinct language doesn't make you COOL, dumbass!

9. Only make out a guy @ a concert when he has an extensive wikipedia page or plays multiple instruments... Catch my drift?

10. "If I could DRIVE, I wouldn't be here right now." Don't worry, it will all be over soon and your life is your life.

11. I know you think you're super cool when you listen to Lady Gaga, Demi Lovato, and Jay-Z instead of listening to the Beatles or something OLD ("EW!"). It's okay, we all have to grow up sometime.

12. Being tan does not make you beautiful. At all. Haven't you heard pale's the new the thing? AND skin-cancer free.

13. If you are a guy, great STYLE does not make you queer, it makes you ATTRACTIVE.


I think you should look up this band... I've never seen a band this small get big this fast... You'll be hearing about them a lot in a few years, mark my words... (:

Thursday, January 14, 2010



come on and twist a little closer now


"Where's Brent? Brent's not in the band anymore."
"Brent's outside selling lager!"

Zack. Hall.

"What's my favorite word?
Probably fuck."

Brendon. Urie. LMFAO this whole thing was grand. Love that I was 100 ft away from them when they did this. RAD.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Disney movie night.
Starts with The Little Mermaid ends with The Lion King

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Feeling accomplished.
Also, he must love dogs. A lot.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

+all I want in a boy is:
-Likes The Beach Boys, Queen, Journey, and The Who (all at the same time!).
-Insists on all-night rockband playing and late-night surfing in Miami.
-Writes me cryptic songs.
-Will buy me Subway 24/7.
-Makes fun of my music taste/hugs me for my music taste.
-Finds everything and anything funny.

This is suddenly too much to ask? I don't get it.



these girls fall like dominoh oh ohs.

manna is a hell of a drug

so I prayed for what I thought were angels, ended up be ambulances..


you were holding on to make a point
what's the point?
the faces always stay the same, so I face the fact that I'm just fine,



I said that I'm just fine.

Friday, January 8, 2010

beat - les ?

"I think people who create and write, it actually does flow, just flows from into their head, into their hand, and they write it down. It's simple." -Paul McCartney

you and your imaginary friends

You and your fucked up sense makes no sense.

say what you will


Fan video. Inspiring + Incredible.

la la la lies

"and in the next few minutes it's going to get fucking crazy"

One of the few bands that actually look like they are enjoying every minute live, so wonderful.


I am print on paper I am words I am not useful.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

whisper words of wisdom, let it be

"Who's that little old man?"
"That's Paul's grandfather!"

spending the day with paul+john+george+ringo
it's been a hard day's night...

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

i'm older now, but i'm no better than i was



I will not touch you in the dark,
If I cannot love you in the daylight...

fucked up at the disco



Dear Kat,
Sooner or later you won't be able to live life by being the angsty teenage girl who doesn't smile very often but is always willing to strike up a conversation that will always turn into something completely different. You won't be able to always become who you would like, because some things are set in stone and some things you can't change about yourself, no matter how hard you try. One day you will realize that laughing too often at anything isn't a bad thing, it's a beautiful trait. One day you will remember how much music means to you and be able to listen to songs without crying, because they mean so much to you. One Day One Day couldn't come to soon.



Listen Listen, Smile Smile

Sunday, January 3, 2010

sweet dreams kiss you goodnight



I'm ruling this whole "there's a app for that" thing. Thank god for iPhones!

driving down the 101

"I miss you. I hope you know that."



CALIFORNIA,
HERE WE COME.
RIGHT BACK WHERE WE STARTED FROM.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

a recap


12/5/09
Looking back at the crowd behind us, when Leto ran into the crowd.

arctic monkeys

I
Bet
That
You
Look
Good
On
The
Dance
Floor


I miss when I was little and there was nothing to worry about.
Calender: Next two weeks = finals.

gravity works slowly if you notice it at all.



"I felt like I could just fly..."

Friday, January 1, 2010