sometimes my heart hurts

I'm a dreamer and I'm naive and I'm selfish and I talk too much. I like hugs and people make me feel better. I think it's better to watch and not open your mouth. I'm lonely I'm useless I'm sometimes not really there. I think the world is beautiful I think the world is harsh I think the world is unfair. I smile I laugh I hope and I think about gravity and how it's always trying to keep us down. Does gravity know I can fly?

Thursday, February 25, 2010

i'm just a notch in your bedpost but you're just a line in a song



and sugar we're going down swinging

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Valentines Day

I have the heart to miss you, no matter the consequences.
Mistakes can turn into the perfect solution.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

it's okay to lose

Give us this day our daily dose of faux affliction,
forgive our sins (and those who've sinned against us).
forged. at the pulpit with forked tongues selling faux sermons.
Because I am a new wave gospel sharp, and you'll be thy
witness
So gentlemen, if you are going to preach Then for God sakes
preach with conviction!
Strike up the band!
Oh the conductor is beckoning,
Come congregation, and let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it don't you get it? Well don't you...move.
Just stay where I can see you.
Douse the lights!
...We sure are in for a show tonight
In this little number we are graced by two displays of character,
We've got: the gunslinger extraordinaire vs. the walking
contradiction
Because I for one can see no blood from their hearts or the
wrists they allegedly slit
And I for one wont stand for this
if this scene were a parish you'd all be condemned.


things I like:
1. music
2. music
3. clothes
4. boys
5. living for living
6. trust
7. arrogance
8. high expectations

things I don't like:
1. drama queens
2. low expectations
3. bad scarfs
4. big sunglasses
5. heart breakers
6. church
7. the scene
8. pretentiousness and others

Thursday, February 4, 2010


I have a flickr where I'm sharing photos n shit.

i don't know what you're looking for



God, I love his voice.

she parks her car outside of my house and takes her clothes off



she knows she's more than just a little misunderstood.
she has trouble acting normal when she's nervous.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

lewis carroll

"One day, Alice came to a fork in the road
and saw a Cheshire cat in a tree.
Which road do I take? she asked.
Where do you want to go? was his response.
I don't know, Alice answered.
Then, said the cat, it doesn't matter."