sometimes my heart hurts

I'm a dreamer and I'm naive and I'm selfish and I talk too much. I like hugs and people make me feel better. I think it's better to watch and not open your mouth. I'm lonely I'm useless I'm sometimes not really there. I think the world is beautiful I think the world is harsh I think the world is unfair. I smile I laugh I hope and I think about gravity and how it's always trying to keep us down. Does gravity know I can fly?

Friday, December 24, 2010

things that happened in 2010

1. school sucked but then it ended and i cried.
2. my cousin died in a car crash april 10
3. my cousin got married to someone i don't like
4. summer started and imissedyou.
5. he came back and we broke up.
6. because i cheated.
7. i didn't mean to isn't going to work anymore and i realized i regretted losing him.
8. i found a new boyfriend who had been there the whole time.
9. he loved me and he patched up all of the wounds i had.
10. i broke his heart.
11. i spent christmas without either of them and you are going to break my heart. i'm going to break you're heart. but we'll keep going with stitches and transplants and absolutely no chance of stopping.

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